Back for good..

Bismillah,
it has been a very busy weeks with full of tense i had to went through. too much trouble caused by these old devices which sometimes make me wanted to switch to other post. Being in the current post is really a challenge and requires strategy and hardworking to ensure all the trouble will not lead to the low point of KPI which of course will make u lose your bonus percentage ...warrghhh. Well, wut can i say, all these troubles really make me sick which sumtimes i feel like to have lost mt temper and kickk those devices ass..

Maybe it is because of my lack of knowledge on those devices that all these troubles occur but i am praying so that all of this will back to normal. Lately i have to be more often in the office. there was last week ago when i had to be the whole night in the office....and one of the evening i had no choice but to take a moment, jumped to the aisle of times square gaining back the peace in my mind. luckily all these days i had went through with alia, who has been there, enlighten up my spirit and always available when i need her. well sumtimes she had a busy moment as well which i could sense it myself. And during the moment, i know that the best thing to do is to be more natural and balancing. simple...if she is in a great tense, i have to give confidence and motivation and if i am the one in a tense, she has to do her role....(but as for now, she did well on me)

wut i need is a vacation. i need to be in an island. or at the peak of mount ledang... or anywhere else which could give me a mind rest. if ever i had enough money, i would fly to capetown which one of the prettiest and nicest place to be. The place where you could witness the meeting point of the two oceans, the place where it has the flat peak mountain called table top mountain, the place where the muslims (called muslim cape, previously they were known as malay cape) are very friendly and it you feel that you are surrounded with big family of yours. Damn i'd really missed that moment.

hummm,, it is 9 passed 30 now...i really had get back to work. more updating next time. Thanks