For a better tomorrow...

Alhamdullilah,
My cousin has definitely end up his bachelor life with akad last friday. My best friend, ita has ended her single life with her beloved husband, not forgetting Adlin who also finally settled down her life with her loves one yesterday. All of them have finally prepare something for a better tomorrow

Praying and hoping for a better tomorrow as well..

The swimming pool - view dr balkoni rumah

Nice view isnt' it?

 

The beginning ...

Rumah di melaka dah siap dan dah boleh diduduki. tp sebelum tu kene furnish dulu. lampu n kipas pun tak pasang lagi. hari ni dah ke melaka, amik kunci dan bayar apa yg patut. bile buat house inspection, tengok mmg rumah agak ok. view pun tak sangka cam lawa...cuma penat laa gak nak menapak 4 tingkat .....overall, this is just the beginning. A beginning for a first timer house landlord, a beginning for a first timer of loan payee, a beginning for a first timer as house furnisher...and lots more....

cuti sehari je macam macam call masuk...pening kepala sbb call dr opis duk report pasal bende rosak, kerje yg tergendala dan macam macam.....Insya Allah tomorrow will be a 'nur' for me...

Things getting busier and busier...

Bismillah....

The last meeting with the respective units, chaired by our AGM, Tn Hj Kader was a bit tense and warmed by variety issues and constraints caused by the faulty device, DCMS. However for me it is a good move and finally the problem that i have been walking through all these weeks is in the eyeing sight of the management. We were given a week to perform all the testing and trials that would lead to the final decision on the usage of INMOCC system on data piping to all of the voice management systems. If happen the final decision is to close down the 'piping' system and revert back to the previous CDIS data collection via magnetic tape, i .. uh ... i guess people would see it as great failure to me as a current INMOCC system admin..

For me, i dunt really give a damn on what people are saying. I ll promise to myself and believe on what the best for TM. People might blame me for not really went for contract continuation on the last vendor for DCMS maintenance but again people dunt really have the idea on the historical facts behind the discontinual of the contract. They should better ask me for any explanation. OTherwise, all the assumptions are bullshit..

Sorry for some of the readers (i ll guess all) might not really understand my post this time. humm... this month is full of wedding, a cheerful month i guess.. hey, alia is back on her cheerful face as well. Thank God!

For you i will

Wandering the streets in a world underneath it all Nothing seems to be Nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have Like you and the way that you're Twisting your hair 'round your fingerTonight I'm not afraid to tell youWhat I feel about you

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have Cannonball into the water I'm gonna muster up every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will, for you I will

Forgive me if I stutter From all of the clutter in my head Cause I could fall asleep in those eyesLike a waterbedDo I seem familiar I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times No more camouflage I want to be exposed and not be afraid to fall

Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have Cannonball into the water I'm gonna muster up every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will, for you I will

You always want what you can't have But I've got to tryI'll muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will, for you I will

If I could the lights in the mall and create a mood, I would Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, I would That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do, That's what I'd doTo get through to you, yeah

- 2/8/2006 1400 -

 

Back for good..

Bismillah,
it has been a very busy weeks with full of tense i had to went through. too much trouble caused by these old devices which sometimes make me wanted to switch to other post. Being in the current post is really a challenge and requires strategy and hardworking to ensure all the trouble will not lead to the low point of KPI which of course will make u lose your bonus percentage ...warrghhh. Well, wut can i say, all these troubles really make me sick which sumtimes i feel like to have lost mt temper and kickk those devices ass..

Maybe it is because of my lack of knowledge on those devices that all these troubles occur but i am praying so that all of this will back to normal. Lately i have to be more often in the office. there was last week ago when i had to be the whole night in the office....and one of the evening i had no choice but to take a moment, jumped to the aisle of times square gaining back the peace in my mind. luckily all these days i had went through with alia, who has been there, enlighten up my spirit and always available when i need her. well sumtimes she had a busy moment as well which i could sense it myself. And during the moment, i know that the best thing to do is to be more natural and balancing. simple...if she is in a great tense, i have to give confidence and motivation and if i am the one in a tense, she has to do her role....(but as for now, she did well on me)

wut i need is a vacation. i need to be in an island. or at the peak of mount ledang... or anywhere else which could give me a mind rest. if ever i had enough money, i would fly to capetown which one of the prettiest and nicest place to be. The place where you could witness the meeting point of the two oceans, the place where it has the flat peak mountain called table top mountain, the place where the muslims (called muslim cape, previously they were known as malay cape) are very friendly and it you feel that you are surrounded with big family of yours. Damn i'd really missed that moment.

hummm,, it is 9 passed 30 now...i really had get back to work. more updating next time. Thanks